Friday, April 20, 2012

Once in awhile, the meaningless jokes you say actually hurt me.

Bullying. is a worldwide problem, it happens absolutely everywhere. 








To anyone. Bullying is one of those things adults say is just a part of growing up use it, make yourself stronger, we can end if we try, but bullying is never going to end. Whether its the clothes you wear or the grades you got, who you like or your sexuality, bullying is cruel. Bullys are cruel. I don't think we will ever understand why someone becomes a bully, unless we become one ourselves. Some say it's because the bully was bullied. Well if they were why do they have to make someone else feel small if they themselves know what it feels like. It's a never ending cycle. the bullied becomes the bully and so on. Sometimes it's harmless, the bully doesn't know he or she is bullying. It could be a joke you say, or a name you call someone. They might not know they have taken it to far, well you never say. If you have been bullied it will change your life, the way you look at things, who to trust. It will tear you down. It is estimated that more than half of the worlds teen suicides are due to bullying. That;s 2,200 lives taken a year! About 30 % of any student body is either the bully or the bullied, and about 160,000 kids stay home from school each day to get away from bullys. 












yet it's one of those problems that will never be resolved. I'm not a pessimist, I mean i'd love for it to end. But i know teenagers, I am one. I know what its like when your 'best friends' become stranger, they will do anything to get back at you, but With boys theres a punch and its over, girls dont fight fair, they gang up, keep secrets, they can take you down with a look. So its not just the loner kid sitting in the back of the class, it could be the most popular guy at school being intimidated by friends and family, or it could be the girl that doesn't stop smiling but is always being judged by her friends. When you think of bullying you dont think of these 2 people you think about the nerd or the loner being pushed around by those bigger than them, but it's not just them. Your best friend could turn into the bully, or they could have always been the bully. It's not just teasing someone, its being spiteful and just downright mean. There will never be a solution, believe me, no one wants a solution more than me. i would do anything for a end to it all. 






'Bullying needs to end. Now 
Millions of teens everywhere are depressed.
78% of depressed teens were bullied into depression.
Of those, about half are suicidal
Out of that half, 2 out of 5 will attempt and succeed at suicide.
Thousands of girls in America alone have eating disorders.
Caused from bullying, which is NOT okay.
Many other self-harm because of bullying
THESE NUMBERS CAN ALL BE PREVENTED!
So join me and thousands of others to end bullying.'


-Hannah xxx





Saturday, April 14, 2012

Now you're just somebody that i used to know.

We all have had those relationships or friendships, where the other person changes. You might not even recognize them anymore. Or it could be you that changes, or maybe you just grow apart and meet new people. Either way, you hardly know that person anymore. All they are is a distant memory that you are trying to forget. We've all been there, at the time it feels like everything has stopped. You feel so angry and hurt, me being me  was stubborn as well. But life goes on, you learn to stop living in the past. 


 Me and my best friend Steph
Summer 2010



boyfri(END)
girlfri(END)
fri(END)
There is always and end to everything except:
fam(ILY)
because family will always love you!

Sunday, April 8, 2012

I wouldn't be here if it wasn't for you











Friendship?
Definition: the state of being a friend;  association as friends: to value aperson's friendship.
What it means to me? The world. 

I may not be friends with everyone in these pictures anymore, but they still mean more to me then the world. They helped me, got me through a lot of shit. They are like my family.  Well more then that really, I can't explain it. I wouldn't be here if it wasn't  for them. I mean friends come and go, they aren't always there. It's hard to know who to trust, I've trusted people just to have them lie to me.It's hard to know who to trust. i have always had a hard time trusting people, it's never been easy. Probably never will be.


'A boy has the key to a girls heart, a best friend doesnt need one; she knows the secret handshake'



Hannah xx